i’m still gonna do stuff but i have this dream to exist as a thing or idea instead of a person. i really wanted to post a video i made along with this but it had some sexual content and i guess tumblr is against that now? which seems odd because all tumblr is picutres of people fucking. it sucks that i can’t show it to anyone but it’s probably best to stop this without a bang. if i do post my work it will be on flickr or the lame facebook page i have but i’m hoping those will go away soon as well.

my anxiety is really bad at work right now and i don’t know what to do other than leave, and that’s not really an option.